Well princess Olivia is growing up very fast. she will be 3 months old next wednesday and what and amazing 3 months it has been. She is the best little baby on the planet, she has slept through the night since day one and feed well. she has had all of her midwive visits and doctors appointments and she has even survived her first round of imunisations.
Everyday she learns something new, she is laughing now and the sound brings a tear to my eye everytime i hear it i hope that never changes she is so very special and i didnt realise how void i was as a person until she entered my life. i wonder now how i have survived without her presence in my life.
Along with her growing and changing the rest of the workd has continued along with earth quakes, tsnamies, and all round chaos, sometimes i just think im so very greatful to live in such an amazingly beautiful place. Im also greatful that i'm able to hide out in our little oasis on the top of this hill over looking the ocean and not be exposed to the media and constant depressing news broadcast that seem to act as an addictive drug once you let yourself "just check to see what is going on". Next thing you know you have been glued to the Tv screen for 4 hours, you are in tears from all of the despair and heartbrake and you havent fodled the washing or done the dishes or even got up for a wee. So i try to avoid it at all costs.
Im happy here below this rock that i live under.
Unfortunaelty as always money is the defining thing in our lives and i will need to crawl out from under this rock and go out into the big bad world and return to the Work Force. Blugh! if only we could be completely self reliant.
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